I don’t know how overdue this answer is anon. But I have a new tumblr. So, hana-seoul is where I will be at.

To be honest, I regret. I never intended to hurt anyone. I was hurt myself, by lots of things. I was overreacting i’m sure. But, the way I handled being hurt was wrong. I know I probably shouldn’t have done the things I did. In the long run I was just being dumb and shit. I regret those things. I think I hurt people. I didn’t physically do anything. But I did say some things I take back. But some of it was just truth. Lots of people in the group did change. A certain someone did change, and i did feel angry and betrayed and just… it was a lot of emotion and childish things. I’ve matured for the most part, and I think we all have. I would like to say that I do miss the friendship we all had, and I miss being happy with everyone. I wouldn’t be happily accepted back into the group i’m sure. If I could, I would have gone back and changed it. He changed me. He in a sense, forced me to give up all my friends. I don’t even know anymore. He had me so guilty, saying that he was so sad before i said yes that he was gonna kill himself. He had me brainwashed into thinking he was the greatest thing. More important than anything. So wrong. I regret it. I regret it a lot. Because you were right Maha. He broke up with me. Lasted 7 months. I bet that really tickles you. I wouldn’t blame you. So yes.

I regret it.